Hate to break it to you, but you need to stand up on and be your own person. You're always following the crowd and letting people speak for you. You should be in charge of your life! Don't rely on others to get things done, or even to cheer you up! But don't fret, it's nothing you can't work on. Sure, it's hard to muster up the courage to be more independent, but you'll get there. In the mean time, you have your friends for moral support. But that's all -- they're just your support system. They can't actually do anything for you.