"She hooked up with my BF to spite me!"

Last year, I was dating this boy Trevor. He was funny, cute, athletic -- the works. My BFF was getting jealous that Trevor and I were dating and that my time revolved around him. I tried a thousand-and-one times to get things right between me and my BFF. I even skipped my boyfriend's basketball championship game to go to the mall with her. It was getting difficult to please both him and her, but I really liked Trevor, and my BFF and I were like sisters. So I decided to take a break with both of them, spend one whole weekend to myself -- just a hot tub, magazines, great music, and me. That turned out to be the worst mistake I ever made in my whole life! That Monday at school, there were rumors that Trevor and I had broken up and that we were cheating on each other. It was really ridiculous, so in lunch that day, my friend came up to me and explained what was really going on. That weekend I took the break was the weekend of a huge party, which I didn't go to because I knew that both my BFF and Trevor would be there, and I couldn't please them both at the same time. Anyway, at that party, they were bad-mouthing me, saying how I don't spend enough time with either of them, and how I'm selfish. They ended up hooking up out of spite, just because they were both wanted to get me mad.

I was angry, especially at Trevor. When I confronted Trevor, he played innocent. But I couldn't take the chance of looking stupid at the end, so I ended it with him right in the middle of chem class. As for my BFF, let's just say she and I are no longer BFF. It's not the fact that she hooked up with my boyfriend -- it was the fact that she knew how hard I was trying to be the "Perfect Girlfriend," and the "Perfect Best Friend." Trevor and I tried to work things out -- we dated on-and-off for a while, but the damage was done. He and I remain close friends. My ex-BFF and I tried to work it out too, but the fact that she would hurt me like that was too much for our friendship to handle. We talk every once in a while (like, in between classes we say hi), but it will never be the same. It still kinda stings to even think about what happened, and I blame myself because if I didn't try to be so perfect for both of them, I wouldn't be best friendless right now. It just stinks!