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"I cheated on my BF for a year!"

I was dating this guy out of pity. He liked me ever since we were little, and I didn't want him to think I was mean or anything, so we started dating. The first few months I really didn't like it -- we would talk and he would kiss me, but I wouldn't let him do anything more. I couldn't take it anymore, so I started dating another guy. I know it's wrong, but the new guy was such a sweetheart, but I felt bad for the other guy who really liked me. I told him that I was seeing another guy about a year and a half later, and he looked at me with the cutest puppy face and told me that he started seeing someone, too, about a month ago. I told him I was sorry and he said the same, now we are like best friends. But I still feel like everything is wrong, and every time I wanna date someone I feel like I'm gonna cheat or they are, and it breaks my heart.

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