kaci brown

Friday, August 4, 2006

Fanatical
Eager
Keen

Don't you love it when you wake up feeling happy just because?

Last night, a really great friend of mine and I went out for dinner. She's several years older than me, but it's amazing how much we have in common. Carina, my friend, has such an appealing presence. After dinner, we decided to play on the playground at Cross Creek. Childish, I know.

Childish -- showing a lack of emotional restraint, seriousness, good sense, maturity, or similar adult qualities.

We actually talked about how boring acting like an adult must be. Mind you, she just turned thirty-three. I know with age you must gain good sense, but I really feel that there's absolutely nothing wrong with having child-like qualities in your daily life.

Since I last wrote, my outlook on many things has had somewhat of a makeover -- as has my hair. I've found that with changes in your physical life, we seem to take on this charisma and confidence that we might have been lacking.

I spent almost four hours in Bed, Bath & Beyond today. I haven't carried on so many random conversations in the longest time. It's so refreshing to just talk to and open up to anyone that you choose. I've had so many trust issues that influence me to keep people at a comfortable distance, but I'm done with that. I'm tired of holding back something that I know others will enjoy. I'm tired of being scared to tell others how I feel. My white flag is raised. I'M READY TO BE ME AGAIN!

With love,

Kaci Brown
XO

July 31, 2006